General thoughts and some news

I knows it´s been a while since my last journal.I should have wrote one a week ago,but i couldn´t bring me to do it at the time. I have been quite depressed lately(I was litterally thinking so much that I nearly went insane,REALLY)


Not much have happened either. I have suffered of a lack of inspiration,and its not over yet unfortunatly(but it has become better,so soon,I´m back)

I will soon(if I´m really lucky) have a job again. I hold my thumbs!
And some news:

I have thought on this for a while now, and I have now decided to start a new account on DA.
I do that because it´s time to move on,not only as an artist,but as human.

Nearly all my life I´ve been afraid. I have always being afraid to just be myself when I´m around other people(even my friends,to be honest) and it´s very few who knows who I really am, , is one of them (she is one of my dearest friends,if not the dearest)But not even she knows all of me. The only one who does could be my twinsister, , but thats mostly because we nearly think the same.  To be honest, I don´t know myself that well,and it´s hard when I get questions like what my favorite music is or what my interest are, because I don´t really know.

           (seriously: when i´m reading this myself,I get the picture of a maniac in glasses)    

To get to the point:  I want to change my life and stop being afraid of what others will think of me because of my taste in music or my looks.  And by changing account is it to me a symbol for something new.

For god´s (or anyone´s) sake I´m nearly twenty! If I´m not starting now,will it ever happen?

I hope you still want to be friend with me after it happened.  


Bye.

/Droopysama